Ok, so I'm feeling a little better. I just talked to my boyfriend about all that's going wrong in my world right now. He told me to take a step back and breathe, told me I was getting very overwhelmed with everything. Then I stopped to think about how happy Mietta is here and I started talking to him about that. She's running around, exploring, jumping over things, and is more active than since she had her spay surgery. So, there are good things going on too. I know I have to take one thing at a time and I've honestly been trying to do that. It was just seeming every time I did one thing and was ready to move to the next, the first thing didn't work.
But, alas, I'm listening to my boyfriend. Those kinds of reasons are just a small tip of the iceberg as to why I love him so much.